My being has not been good to you. She has not been fair to you. If only my mouth wasn't dry with every thought about you. I know you need me, and I am.so sorry

Please? Whoever or whatever is possibly watching down on me, send a sign or a symbol that can give me strength to go on and become that true individual.

Will I be confident in showing you the true being of myself? Perhaps, I will be a coward in for a lifetime.