Shadow

I look around and I see so much confidence in everyone.
Envy sinks in and it's wishful thinking that I could do that.
I could have all the confidence in the world, and not have the worry that takes hold of this dark soul.
I think about the days for you to come in and make this soul brighter,
but quickly that thought goes away.
So many contemplating thoughts are thrown away always.
A part of me wants the change you can provide for me.
Another part wants to stay in this shadow
forever and forever.